我看着她 看了又看
I looked and looked at her
我知道 就像我知道我必死无疑那样清楚
and I knew , as clearly as I know that I will die
我是如此的爱她 胜过我所看到的所能想象到的地球上的任何事物
that I loved her more than anything I’d ever seen or imagined on earth
她以前是一个妖女 现在却像一片枯叶
she was only the dead leaf echo of the nymphet from long ago
但是我爱她 这个洛丽塔
but I loved her , this Lolita
苍白 臃肿 混俗 怀着别的男人的孩子
pale and polluted and big with another man’s child
她可以褪色 可以枯萎 我不在乎
she could fade and wither - I didn’t care
但我只要看她一眼 万般柔情 涌上心头
I would still go mad with tenderness at the mere sight of her face
从这里到那个你熟悉的汽车 只有25步的距离
From here to that old car that you know so well… is a stretch of 25 paces
不要碰我
Don’t touch me
你一碰我 我就死
I’ll die if you touch me
我听到了孩子们的欢声笑语 除此之外 没有别的
What I heard then was the melody children at play . Nothing but that
让我心灰意冷的并不是洛丽塔不在我身边
And I knew that the hopelessly poignant thing was not Lolita’s absense from my side…
而是这里的欢笑声中没有她
but the absense other voice from that chorus